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原来最无奈的是，知道你很难过，却连只是个朋友的关心都不能给你，只因为不能再为你添麻烦。有点怪我了吗？无缘无故的我变成星星之火，真的燎原了。

最

The most or the one or ....

传奇

王菲说，她相信爱情，爱情一直都在

杨澜访谈录中问王菲，经历过那么多情感的起伏，还相信爱情吗？还是每一次都会毫无保护的全心投入吗？
她说，相信啊。爱情一直都在身边。

李亚鹏说演唱会中他最喜欢《传奇》，某日听到忽然潸然。只是因为人群中多看了那一眼，触动了心弦。

无论曾经有多少人质疑过他们的情感，王菲就是王菲，会坚持自己所想。

当我听到那首《传奇》便也刹那间不得动弹。“想你时你在天边，想你时你在眼前”。那句歌词让我回味许久，在一个又一个独自的日子里，除了想念就没有其它。你不在，你不在，你一直不在身边。还没存在

将爱

杨澜问王菲是否还相信爱情，王菲说当然，为什么不。她说爱情就想小火花，但是能够将爱情进行到底的是爱，爱情是一时的感觉，而它会转化成一种大爱。

我们都傻

今晚开了瓶红酒，把自己从这世界隔开

抱着膝盖用力贪婪着吸气，不管如何总冲不掉心里淹满的孤独气息。原来真正的不快乐，是理智的说服自己，心里隐约的抽动着。

能够用笑容掩饰着，现在才知道不知不觉心里在乎的程度已经划过曾经为自己设下的界线了。然后我又回到了只有自己的世界，原来真的没有一辈子，原来真的没有不离不弃，原来梦真的醒了。

Black Swan

梦醒了，是不是就不会再美了。



Perfection is not just about control. It's also about letting go.

Melancholy

At once I fell into a state of profound melancholy. Thinking of the journey back from the fall season to the whole day summer and anything that I have tried to avoid will come back to me very soon. I always thought of a transformation in this 3 weeks, but nothing progressively well.

Besides, I feel I have been used to the things which I'm not supposed to...

Toronto ~ September 2011

Arriving Toronto on 4th Sep, and now it is almost 2 weeks. I brought my breathless heart here and very much hoping for a recovery in 3 weeks time. I have no idea how I am going to do it, but this seems like right time for me to run away from where I am.

The rhythm of my heart shows uneven frequency, my mind has gone too far uninhibitedly. Life is just short, ever saying one would follow your heart and left nothing to regret. At times i know there is always hidden piece of memory sheltered under this mortal fresh.

Ever felt, ever smell, ever touch, ever warm, ever joy, never forget.

A very grey day

start this morning with a very tired body and moody. I have no energy and really think of taking time off to refresh my mind.

Ever thinking when there will be time, no more sms, no more voice pop out from Iphone. We are so much depend on this, chatting talking sharing here and there. And there will be a day when I will never hear from you again.

The moment to be with anyone is precious, because you never know when the person will leave you alone again.

Take a step back

I have only 7 minutes to make this entry complete. A meeting scheduled at 9pm and follow by the next one. At times, I really think that I need to take a step back and think. If I can walk slowly, talk softly, a calm soul? How can I do it and have my body following. Wine make me feel sentimental and warm, Vodca make me feel relax and cool. Talk of about the scents, Jadore let me think of a pretty lady, Kenzo flower relates to mystery, secretive sexy woman and now Gardenia make me feel like 'me'. An unexpected smell that make me feel so calm and I am just in love with it.

So please bring me ~ Gardenia

Pinky day, met a pinky soul

Last night was sleepless one with Lisa Ono's lovely voice and I hardly drag myself to my bed.

Of course, in the morning I have to force myself woke up and dress up for work. One of my closest colleague had her last day work in the company. This is life, few of the familiar faces left one by one. I am trying my best to keep myself in good form, stay positive and moving forward.

Then I decided to test few shoot for my G12, I think I have neglect it for some time. My mind is keep flashing the white Olympus Ep model. Here are some of the shoots.

and the story continue..

Being single means that you're strong and patient enough to wait for someone who deserves your worth...

A Story.....

Sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory..

Sweet Dynasty

Today finally I start to prepare for my ShenZhen trip, went to China Visa Application Service Center for my visa. The service is quite and manage to get everything donw within half an hour. Collection will be by the forth working days.

Again, I never stop to make myself appear in Kinokuniya whenever I am off to town. Today I brought back a book with title as 'Cleoptra's Daughher'. I don't understand why but I just so much into Ancient Egypt's culture, story and people.

Met my long lost old friend today at Sweet Dynasty 糖水吧(exit from Outram Park mrt, a newly open restaurant on the street of an Indian temple opposite zhu Guang building in China Town). The atmosphere is nice with music playing around so as the food, it is worth trying though. Memory flew me back 8 years back on my vacation job as a watress in an open air restaurant. We work together share thoughts and drinks. I don't know what's make it so difficult to meet after so long time. Sometimes it just a feeling huh, feeling back again.

At this moment, I am just too lazy to update the photo from my phone/camera. Just feel like writing something when my memory is fresh. Hope I can do it soon for this entry. Ciao

A little chair

This is 1.16 am, my body is tired and my eyes is closing. But I just feel like stay awake this night. The song playing in my audio '唯独你是不可取替'.

We always have answer for any question in life, but most of the time it depends whether we like to mark in it right on the paper. The illusion at times confused our mind, not to worry but enjoy the moment.

Time is a matter and truth will reveal eventually.

Currently obsessed

This weekend is all about shopping and chatting. We went to Orchard, vivocity on Saturday and Bugis on Sunday. Bugis is always a place to discover affordable and trendy garment. This is one of the full set I got from Bugis last April. It seems to be kind of over priced if compare to buy in ShenZhen, which is our next shopping destination. Still planning..

Bistro Petit Salut

I have a great dining today at Bistro Petit Salut - a france restaurant.

My tongue suddenly awake to have tasted difference of what I usually had. Started with aperitif - Ricard and Mojito, then cheese platter, duck liver, bread with olive oil and vinegar. A beautiful ending with Cream Brulee.

Ricard
Anise-flavored liqueurs, this refreshing beverage is traditionally served with 5 parts water and 1 part Ricard, making it "The French Milk" due to its cloudy, white appearance.

Mojito
fresh mint sprigs, sugar, fresh lime juice, light rum, club soda

Cream Brulee
This lovely dessert is a symphony of tastes and sensations. The hard, warm, almost bitter tasting caramel top contrasts with the cool, smooth, sweet cream custard on the bottom.




ciao

Under The Tuscan Sun

Signora, between Austria and Italy, there is a section of the Alps called the Semmering. It is an impossibly steep, very high part of the mountains. They built a train track over these Alps to connect Vienna and Venice. They built these tracks even before there was a train in existence that could make the trip. They built it because they knew some day, the train would come.

Watch Under The Tuscan Sun, this movie is really inspiring. Some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. To the aspect of life and work, we should always prepare ourself for the best. Delicious ambiguity.

Leisure

Still remember I got this black top on my first time travel to Bangkok few years ago. I accessories it with a necklace which I purchased during my hong kong trip last year. All those small items reminds me of those beautiful memories.

Too Many books...too little time

This is the season for book shopping. From magazine to travel journal or others books, I just can't stop myself to spend money on. Now I wish I have more time to slip through.

Slow Mode

Trying to rephrase the sentense in life, something about the balancing. Looking back to the sensibility which I once proudly owned, seems like everything is falling apart. I am now in the journey of hunting my own self back.


Books that inspired me, things that caught my eyes. Is this the desire or possesion?

I will be back soon