Black Swan

梦醒了，是不是就不会再美了。



Perfection is not just about control. It's also about letting go.

Melancholy

At once I fell into a state of profound melancholy. Thinking of the journey back from the fall season to the whole day summer and anything that I have tried to avoid will come back to me very soon. I always thought of a transformation in this 3 weeks, but nothing progressively well.

Besides, I feel I have been used to the things which I'm not supposed to...

Toronto ~ September 2011

Arriving Toronto on 4th Sep, and now it is almost 2 weeks. I brought my breathless heart here and very much hoping for a recovery in 3 weeks time. I have no idea how I am going to do it, but this seems like right time for me to run away from where I am.

The rhythm of my heart shows uneven frequency, my mind has gone too far uninhibitedly. Life is just short, ever saying one would follow your heart and left nothing to regret. At times i know there is always hidden piece of memory sheltered under this mortal fresh.

Ever felt, ever smell, ever touch, ever warm, ever joy, never forget.

A very grey day

start this morning with a very tired body and moody. I have no energy and really think of taking time off to refresh my mind.

Ever thinking when there will be time, no more sms, no more voice pop out from Iphone. We are so much depend on this, chatting talking sharing here and there. And there will be a day when I will never hear from you again.

The moment to be with anyone is precious, because you never know when the person will leave you alone again.

Take a step back

I have only 7 minutes to make this entry complete. A meeting scheduled at 9pm and follow by the next one. At times, I really think that I need to take a step back and think. If I can walk slowly, talk softly, a calm soul? How can I do it and have my body following. Wine make me feel sentimental and warm, Vodca make me feel relax and cool. Talk of about the scents, Jadore let me think of a pretty lady, Kenzo flower relates to mystery, secretive sexy woman and now Gardenia make me feel like 'me'. An unexpected smell that make me feel so calm and I am just in love with it.

So please bring me ~ Gardenia

Pinky day, met a pinky soul

Last night was sleepless one with Lisa Ono's lovely voice and I hardly drag myself to my bed.

Of course, in the morning I have to force myself woke up and dress up for work. One of my closest colleague had her last day work in the company. This is life, few of the familiar faces left one by one. I am trying my best to keep myself in good form, stay positive and moving forward.

Then I decided to test few shoot for my G12, I think I have neglect it for some time. My mind is keep flashing the white Olympus Ep model. Here are some of the shoots.

and the story continue..

Being single means that you're strong and patient enough to wait for someone who deserves your worth...

A Story.....

Sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory..

Sweet Dynasty

Today finally I start to prepare for my ShenZhen trip, went to China Visa Application Service Center for my visa. The service is quite and manage to get everything donw within half an hour. Collection will be by the forth working days.

Again, I never stop to make myself appear in Kinokuniya whenever I am off to town. Today I brought back a book with title as 'Cleoptra's Daughher'. I don't understand why but I just so much into Ancient Egypt's culture, story and people.

Met my long lost old friend today at Sweet Dynasty 糖水吧(exit from Outram Park mrt, a newly open restaurant on the street of an Indian temple opposite zhu Guang building in China Town). The atmosphere is nice with music playing around so as the food, it is worth trying though. Memory flew me back 8 years back on my vacation job as a watress in an open air restaurant. We work together share thoughts and drinks. I don't know what's make it so difficult to meet after so long time. Sometimes it just a feeling huh, feeling back again.

At this moment, I am just too lazy to update the photo from my phone/camera. Just feel like writing something when my memory is fresh. Hope I can do it soon for this entry. Ciao

A little chair

This is 1.16 am, my body is tired and my eyes is closing. But I just feel like stay awake this night. The song playing in my audio '唯独你是不可取替'.

We always have answer for any question in life, but most of the time it depends whether we like to mark in it right on the paper. The illusion at times confused our mind, not to worry but enjoy the moment.

Time is a matter and truth will reveal eventually.