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今晚开了瓶红酒，把自己从这世界隔开

抱着膝盖用力贪婪着吸气，不管如何总冲不掉心里淹满的孤独气息。原来真正的不快乐，是理智的说服自己，心里隐约的抽动着。

能够用笑容掩饰着，现在才知道不知不觉心里在乎的程度已经划过曾经为自己设下的界线了。然后我又回到了只有自己的世界，原来真的没有一辈子，原来真的没有不离不弃，原来梦真的醒了。

Black Swan

梦醒了，是不是就不会再美了。



Perfection is not just about control. It's also about letting go.

A very grey day

start this morning with a very tired body and moody. I have no energy and really think of taking time off to refresh my mind.

Ever thinking when there will be time, no more sms, no more voice pop out from Iphone. We are so much depend on this, chatting talking sharing here and there. And there will be a day when I will never hear from you again.

The moment to be with anyone is precious, because you never know when the person will leave you alone again.

Take a step back

I have only 7 minutes to make this entry complete. A meeting scheduled at 9pm and follow by the next one. At times, I really think that I need to take a step back and think. If I can walk slowly, talk softly, a calm soul? How can I do it and have my body following. Wine make me feel sentimental and warm, Vodca make me feel relax and cool. Talk of about the scents, Jadore let me think of a pretty lady, Kenzo flower relates to mystery, secretive sexy woman and now Gardenia make me feel like 'me'. An unexpected smell that make me feel so calm and I am just in love with it.

So please bring me ~ Gardenia

Sweet Dynasty

Today finally I start to prepare for my ShenZhen trip, went to China Visa Application Service Center for my visa. The service is quite and manage to get everything donw within half an hour. Collection will be by the forth working days.

Again, I never stop to make myself appear in Kinokuniya whenever I am off to town. Today I brought back a book with title as 'Cleoptra's Daughher'. I don't understand why but I just so much into Ancient Egypt's culture, story and people.

Met my long lost old friend today at Sweet Dynasty 糖水吧(exit from Outram Park mrt, a newly open restaurant on the street of an Indian temple opposite zhu Guang building in China Town). The atmosphere is nice with music playing around so as the food, it is worth trying though. Memory flew me back 8 years back on my vacation job as a watress in an open air restaurant. We work together share thoughts and drinks. I don't know what's make it so difficult to meet after so long time. Sometimes it just a feeling huh, feeling back again.

At this moment, I am just too lazy to update the photo from my phone/camera. Just feel like writing something when my memory is fresh. Hope I can do it soon for this entry. Ciao

A little chair

This is 1.16 am, my body is tired and my eyes is closing. But I just feel like stay awake this night. The song playing in my audio '唯独你是不可取替'.

We always have answer for any question in life, but most of the time it depends whether we like to mark in it right on the paper. The illusion at times confused our mind, not to worry but enjoy the moment.

Time is a matter and truth will reveal eventually.

Under The Tuscan Sun

Signora, between Austria and Italy, there is a section of the Alps called the Semmering. It is an impossibly steep, very high part of the mountains. They built a train track over these Alps to connect Vienna and Venice. They built these tracks even before there was a train in existence that could make the trip. They built it because they knew some day, the train would come.

Watch Under The Tuscan Sun, this movie is really inspiring. Some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. To the aspect of life and work, we should always prepare ourself for the best. Delicious ambiguity.

Slow Mode

Trying to rephrase the sentense in life, something about the balancing. Looking back to the sensibility which I once proudly owned, seems like everything is falling apart. I am now in the journey of hunting my own self back.


Books that inspired me, things that caught my eyes. Is this the desire or possesion?

I will be back soon

Farewell @ Fujitsu

25.09.2009 ~ 15.01.2009

A decision to make, to have leave and start again
This 3 months, I met new people start new cycle
From the first smile to the end of my last day there
It's like a new experience for me after my previous 4 years
They are nice people, but the group getting smaller and smaller
More and more people are leaving, then finally is me
I have learned and share my knowledge with them
being able to help people and being appreciated is really nice
Even though the time is short, I won't forget
the party we had, the lunch talks and all the fun we had
I wish everyone good luck and happy always

Question

有真正的想过人生里自己想要的到底是什么吗？
一个圆满的家庭
一份让你步步高升的工作
随心所欲的在自己的公司上班
一个很爱你的人
一个你很爱的人
一个舒适的小窝
一群一直在身边的姐妹淘
几个陪在身边的红颜知己

有太多太多想要的，哪一个你最想要？

人生中太多的得与失，分分合合
就像一种循环，环绕着一个圆圈旋转
每一个时节，有不同的梦想
来来回回的我们又回到原点
可是如果累了该怎么办
曾经爱过的逐渐淡忘
再擦肩而过时我们已变成陌生人
曾经拥有的被迫遗忘
再转眼之间的心里想的都已没人

这时候也还是会想，我到底要的是什么。。

About today

Doing the right things or Doing the things right?
IQ test?

These 2 topics enlighten me today. I am going to find out more.
Here are some photos taken with my new hair style, I went back to my former hairstylist again. Feeling so fresh with this straight hair look.

It's my life

今天我换了Playlist， 最近开始喜欢 Bon Jovi的歌。开始时是听见It's my life. 歌里大喊着It's my life。我回到了我的生活，不想跟随别人的脚步，跟着自己的心走。要过得从容，不比较不去羡慕，因为不管怎样这是我的人生。我独一无二的人生。

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, hell, don't back down

July ~ Life is great, isn't it!

Back from Bangkok on Monday midnight. I am really enjoy the trip. We went to the temples, explore the night markets, walk along bangkok streets with freeze air, staying in the tallest hotel in Bangkok, viewing night scene from 54th floor, the stunning Revolving view point at the 84th floor. Of course, I conquered the 6 floors of Platinum Fashion Mall and brought back with a full luggage.

Another good news, my result for final 2 subjects has been released. I passed all and I can be officially graduate by this August.

Life is great, isn't it!

A memory - Fireflies

如果可以让你重新回味过去的片段，你想回到哪里？

那一天在电视上看到一个旅游节目，世界正美丽
主持人，是个我喜欢的那种女生介绍菲律宾的景点
晚上他们到一个地方有很多很多的萤火虫
让我的回忆飘回到很多年以前
在那一年的生日，我看到了好多好多的萤火虫
它们围绕在树上，夜是那么的漆黑
我们还那么年轻

Ocean of Poppies

罌粟花的花语 – 遺忘、迷恋

看了Kenzo的广告，忽然间被它图里红色的花吸引。
那种红，美得有些猖狂。

Finally :)

终于考完了最后，刚才吃了大餐，现在整个人就好懒。
现在感觉就怪怪的。。好不习惯。。空空的。。可是还是开心。

Waiting

转眼间炎热的五月悄然飞过，竟要到了尾声。昨天开始说服自己开始温书，总得给自己一个美好的结束。将近两年的努力，希望真能在下月的十五日解脱。草拟了些我想做的事，只等这边的结束，另一边的开始。

想出国走走
想重翻我所有的杂志
想读完Twilight第四本 The Breaking Dawn
想重提我的毛笔挥洒我的潇洒
想打壁球
想无聊时到处走走逛逛
想找个Pub 痛痛快快的喝个够
想翻新我的Blog
想常常回家
想去找久违了的朋友聚聚
想好好的整理我的衣厨
想到处走走
想学些新的东西
想换个环境

还有好多好想。但现在得做的只有努力再努力。

Balthus' 'Golden Days' painting

One of the pictures of Victoria Beckham ,bears a strong resemblance to Balthus' 'Golden Days' painting.


The photographer used this pictures for inspiration.

Photo Taken from http://victoriadavidbeckham.blogspot.com